Creation Of Universe
In our childhood days, school
days, college days, when we are carefree, when we live in the world of dreams
we wish, we hope, we see everything
serene, pure, clear,
transparent, true and beautiful like the fragrant beautiful blooming flowers.
We envision everything beautiful whether it is birth of the living being or the creation
of land & buildings, parks and palaces or any thing needed to survive in
this universe.
Dream is always to see a beautiful world, a beautiful
universe everything beautiful inside the heart, in the core of soul.
But Alas !
irony of the universe, nothing is inevitable, immortal forever. everything has
to die, has to cease, has to turn around. We have to face disasters everywhere.
what has born has to die, what has been living peacefully has to
face calamity. Catastrophe, Holocaust, Mishaps, Debacle all such tragedies are
the only truth of Universe.
So my soul is tired of visualizing this
unending disasters at the end of every creation. I get dejected and despondent,
feel melancholy, get depress and nervous just because I am sensitive to preserve the
existing beauty of the universe.
My arts in Mixed Forms are my original dreams
which I have tried to express on papers in varied colors and
expressions. But what ever be the extent of disaster creation is going on, as
disaster, creation is also inevitable. And this creation give us Hopes,
Enlightenment , Rejuvenation and a new vision to see this universe altogether
in a new creation.
Creation means hopes. Hopes of
everything new, unexpected. such hopes comes from soul and positive energy
maintained by your mind & heart. Sometimes in complete
dark when we have no drive and motivation some wave come into our soul which
direct us to meet someone or to do something which we never expected
in normal times and our actions as per that wave change us forever.
It is also
proved in life many a times and in the life of many people who come
into my contact. Sometimes you yourself rejuvenate your motivations &
drives after a gap of 3–4 years when you touch the deepest level of
despondency. There you find a ray in dark to restart yourself and you really
restart with full force and energy with a renewed motivation & drive.
It is also proved in many spiritualist and people of great soul. So Creation
not only at science level but also on the spiritual level change the
people forever through hopes.
So I always lead a dual life.
One the one hand Disasters all around through earthquakes, floods, all kind of
natural calamities & human created terrorism & disasters I get
severally nervous & depress even for many days. I always felt that no one
is there who can make this world a beautiful & wonderful place as ever before.
But gradually with passing time I felt I am getting to feel very minutely the
beauty of nature at the dusk & dawn, morning glory, serenity of full
moon night , drops of dew on leaves in early morning, colorfull rays of the
rising sun, bells of the temples, a beautiful starting noise of people
starting again after a deep sleep, chirping of birds, beautiful activities of
small cats & dogs & pet animals like rabbits and a whole new feel when i see kids
going to schools in uniforms dicussing something all my childhood discussed
unaware of the reality of this cruel world.
So everything started
changing in me. Jogging tracks & parks started calling me again, playing
grounds & meeting halls started haunting me again.
My creativity &
sensitivity started to pressure me to hold pen & brush again. I started to
love everything again. Though it’s a fact that no one can return me the innocence of
my first liking & love, innocence of first attachments & affections,
obcessions of first likings & deservings but still something again changed inside
and after a few days of facing all such debacles & dependencies I come out
of all all the dark & gloom and start loving everything in a new way
with a new innocence and with some new colors.
So Creation Of Universe is
always important though Disaster is inevitable and painful. Everything going
into the process of creation is giving a meaning to life and this
Universe. So my Arts are Original Creations on the nature’s creation in my
vision & dreams.
